The person I want to talk to is the person I am extremely shy to face now.
I felt I jeopardize our future for taking a risk that is completely blurry at the moment. I feel embarrass because I am one who said that will keep everything intact until the desired amount is accumulated.
What can I do?
He replied in a very understanding manner and I know he is sincere.
I am really guilty about it.
I am hoping that I can patch things up this next month and I am praying that everything will be worth the risk.
I am so sad.